Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Hello

Hey there,
It has been a long time since the last post for me and most of you out there know a bit about the goings on.  Well, here an update for things.

HISTORY:
26 Jan 2014
Victoria Anne Quinn, my wife of 25 years passed away from kidney failure.
1 Jan 2015
Victoria ' Photography @ Photo Dynamics was officially CLOSED.

PRESENT:
Today I am doing ok, yeah lowercase letters there for a reason.  Things are not the same anymore, and I still have not found where there is going to be a real normal really.  Some people may truly understand what I am talking about, and unless you have actually gone through this then all you can do is only imagine what I am going through.  I am not being mean or condescending about this because I always wondered what I would feel like if I lost Victoria (before we got married in fact) to see where I was at in my mind and emotions, but the thing is that NONE of those times even compares to actually going through the process itself!  Guess what!  I still do not where I am at because it takes a person completely by surprise!  So far I am surviving and trying to find a job.  Soon I hope, but I am trying to find God's will and His plan for me in all of this.  Somewhere along the way I should find an explanation for things.  Until then, "One Day at a Time"!

For those that like to read things here, I will try and make a little bit sooner between posts.
Remember, I'm pulling for you, because we're all in this together, so keep your stick on the ice.

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